Wow…I was looking at my page and realizing how many posts I had started an not finished and were sitting in my drafts box. I really do miss blogging. I am hoping that this new spurt of creative energy continues. I remember thinking when I took this picture how that one daisy, half eaten and damaged was still beautiful. Isn’t that the way it can be with people. They can look worn and damaged and still have a spiritual light. A beauty that transends what their physical appearance displays. There are so many times I feel like that daisy. Half of me missing, damaged and worn. But, I would hope that I can maintain a spiritual light that can and does transend the physical pain and the worn appearnace. I am blessed to know people who have been going through trials both physical and spiritual and come out the other side with that wonderful spiritual light. They inspire me to continue and I will do my best to do so.
I was wondering how many people start out with such enthusiasm and within hours find it hard to want to put your fingers to the keyboard. I hadn’t even realized that I had not finished this. I am procrastinating doing what I should be doing. Which is making a schedule of my day to allow for working on each thing I want to accomplish. My writing, my co-writing, posting in my RPG group’s stories. I just started school again too to get my Six Sigma and Project Management Certification. You would think that I would just sit down and do it. But, I have to admit that there is a part of me that wants to be childish and stamp my feet and say I don’t want to.
Okay, but then what do I want? Do I want to just sit and do nothing? Do I want to vegetate and allow my mind to dissolve into jello as I watch the television? I don’t think so. Getting up and moving is what I need to do. Both physically and mentally. It is too easy to give up and so much more rewarding when you don’t. Even if the successes are small, they are at least successes and movement forward.